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February 28 Happy Birthday to Me!29 years old today and holding. I have always dreaded turning 30. This will be my last year until the big 3-0. My day went rather well for it being a birthday. (I haven't enjoyed my birthdays since I hit 25.....too old!!) I received many of the items from my wishlist, including a newspaper subscription, a foot spa, a new glider rocker, containers, and the list goes on. I also would have received flowers at work but due to the snow, campus was shut down at 10. The kids got out of school at 10 also, but I had them go to daycare for a few hours so I could get some errands done. They ended up going over to their dad's for their mid-week visit. (Usually they don't go on Wednesday's due to Wednesday school and church). I told them that if they were not going to spend the night they needed to be home by 8:30pm. Daycare called awhile ago and informed me that there will be no school for the kids tomorrow either. Guess that means we'll have some quality "house cleaning" time! I can think of quite a few things that need to be done around the house that they can help with!! I had another doctor's appointment yesterday. Everything is still right on track. I did gain 7 pounds in two weeks though!! The majority of it is related to fluid retention, but the doctor isn't too concerned because my blood pressure is still alright and I hadn't gained an enormous amount prior to this. This 7 pounds puts me at a total of 20 pounds this pregnancy so far. My next appointment is in two weeks and he will determine the position of the baby and I will have the Group B strep test done to see if I will need antibiotics during delivery. I've never tested positive with my other two, so I'm not too concerned. My only major complaint would still have to be my hip. Limping around in the middle of the night is ridiculous!! They recommended a maternity belt, but there is literally no place in this rinky dink town that sells them. Oh, well, not much longer and the issue will resolve itself!! The doc said he would stop contractions if I were to go into labor before my next appointment. We're aiming for 37 weeks at least (because my son came so early), but I have a feeling this little girl is going to be like her sister and stay in there until she absolutely HAS to come out!! (I'm soooo hoping that's not the case, but I am prepared to make it to my due date). Jace had his follow-up appointment with his doctor to determine how the Vit C was working. I talked to his teacher and once again she gushed and gushed about how wonderful Jace's behavior has been since we started the "meds". She told me more than once that he was a "completely different child" and seems "so much happier". She hasn't had any disciplinary problems with him and he has been staying on task, working so hard. His doctor was as livid as I was. He said that he would do whatever's necessary to switch schools if that's the route I want to take. I don't have a problem with the school. I am very upset with his teacher, but not to the extent that I pull my kids out towards the end of the year. We will be handling this though. At the end of the year, I will be meeting with the principal and letting her know about his teacher's behavior and how all Jace was taking was Vit C. His doctor is also going to call a meeting with the principal, the faculty, and the members of the school board. I'm just grateful that I went with my gut instinct and kept him off meds. February 19 ![]() ![]() I have been busy trying to clean out closets and get things prepared for the baby. I can't believe how little time I have left! We have been having a difficult time trying to find a crib. I had originally shopped around town and when I finally came up with what I wanted, I pulled it up on-line and had Julian help me decide. We found one that we both liked and they had it in town, so we made arrangements for a friend to drive us to pick it up (we don't have a truck and the crib wouldn't have fit in the car). They no longer had this crib and customer service was terrible!! After going back a second time, I was able to talk to someone who seemed to be helpful. Supposedly he has ordered a crib in for me and will be calling to let me know when it arrives. Either that, or he will be calling to let me know if there was a problem. I am to expect his call in about two weeks. This stresses me out! I only have 4 to 6 weeks to go. I was hoping to have the crib by this point so everything would be set up and ready to go. Hopefully it arrives on time and there are no other unexpected complications. I did buy my stroller and car seat. Julian was excited to put it together; I didn't even have to ask him. After we get the crib, I think we're down to the little odds and ends. I still need a brush, fingernail clippers, soaps, lotions, diapers, etc but I plan on picking up a little bit here and there. We have plenty of clothes for 0 - 3 months but need to start picking up some larger sizes. I'm getting really excited! I keep wondering if I will deliver on time or if I will need to be induced. This is such a thrilling experience... yet I will be ecstatic when it is over. I had a doctor's appointment on the 13th and everything is right on track. I am measuring where I should be and I gained 3 pounds, for a total of 13 pounds so far. Although I haven't gained a bunch, my stomach has expanded and my right hip just aches. I have been waking up about 3 times a night to limp to the bathroom. It seems like once I get up and going for the day it is relatively painless, but after a full day it slowly starts hurting, progressing to the severe pain in the late evening. I've tried using the heating pad but it doesn't really seem to help much. A maternity belt was suggested, but they don't sell them in the stores around here. I think it would be pointless to order one on-line because there is the shipping delay. Oh well, not much longer and it will resolve itself!
Jace has been doing extremely well in school and his teacher has been praising him. (She is convinced that he has ADHD and needs to be medicated.) The doctor told me to tell the teacher that we started him on meds and to have the teacher update me in a few weeks so we could see if his "dosage" needed to be adjusted. I told the teacher that the meds were started and I let her know when his follow-up appointment was scheduled. Ever since then she has sent notes home saying that Jace's mood and behavior have completely turned around and she can see that he is much happier. I am so angry with her. In a way, I want to just wait awhile longer and then scream in her face I TOLD YOU HE DIDN'T HAVE ADHD AND THAT I DIDN'T THINK HE NEEDED MEDICATION!!!! On the other hand, I have a feeling that she would take it out on Jace so I should just keep my mouth shut until the school year is over. It just frustrates me that the simple thought of him being medicated made such a difference in her attitude towards him. Everyone else involved in his life feel that he is a normal 7 year old boy and they don't see any need to medicate him. I think he just gets bored in school. He is able to sit and concentrate if it's something that interests him, like anything that involves hunting or fishing. He will sit down and read me books about deer in the morning before school, not because it is homework but because he checked it out from the library and was doing leisurely reading. He just doesn't like school. I'm not saying that I think he should be disruptive. I agree that he needs to stay on task and he needs to adhere to the rules. I simply don't understand how his new "meds" turned everything around. Poor Jace doesn't understand what's going on and why the teacher is so happy and keeps mentioning his meds. I need to start giving him some Vit C tablets or a multi-vitamin so he can honestly tell the teacher he is taking something. It's ridiculous that it has come down to this. She and I have went rounds on this issue. I wonder how many other parents she has called in and tried to misdiagnose ADHD. I'm sure I'm not the first. I'm just grateful that my doctor helped me come up with something to try first. I wouldn't have an issue with putting Jace on something if I felt he needed it. I just strongly felt that he in no way needed it. Had the teacher said there was still a problem and that she thought the dose needed to go up, I may have considered starting him on something, just because I was concerned when she told me his grades were slipping. That won't be necessary at this time, however, because the "meds" are working. WHATEVER!!
My next doctor's appointment is on the 27th. I had a student follow me at my last appointment. I think she'll be at the next one, too. She'll also be in the delivery room when the baby is born. Julian wasn't very happy at first, but I think he's finally accepted it. I don't understand why it bothers him so much; I'm the one who's going to be fully exposed! He's getting excited and nervous. I keep reminding him how little time we have left. He's been overly helpful lately and every time I make any kind of face he's asking me what's wrong. He also asks me a few times a day if I think I'm going into labor. I just have to laugh. This shall be very interesting to see how he reacts when it is actually time! ![]() February 10 One year ago![]() ![]() It was one year ago today that I found out I was pregnant. It was also one year ago today that I quit smoking. I was ecstatic to find out that I was pregnant. Unfortunately, four days later I found out that it was ectopic and the pregnancy was terminated. I will never view Valentine's Day the same way again. I am extremely grateful that I received another chance; however it does not take away the fact that I lost the baby. I have been trying to hold it together today but I have reached my breaking point. I am sad and I guess I am grieving again. I have such tremendous fears regarding this pregnancy as well. Because I have already lost two pregnancies, I am terrified of something happening again. I realize that I have only 8 short weeks left and that it is highly unlikely that anything will go wrong, but there is still that slight possibility. I continue to pray daily and thank God for each day that I make it through, but I can't seem to escape from my nagging fears. I am finally going to go and buy the crib and car seat next week-end. Hopefully getting everything set up and prepared will help this become more of a reality for me. I absolutely can't wait to hold her in my arms!! February 05 Quick update Things have been quite busy around here. Just after I was boasting about how lucky I've been with my kids this winter (them not getting sick), Jace fell ill. He woke up this morning with a temp of 102. He tested positive for influenza and after two doses of meds and two rounds of tylenol....12 hours later, he's still running a temp of 101.8. He's absolutely not himself and I feel soo bad for him. The doctor prescribed meds for Dez and me to hopefully lessen the symptoms if we were to come down with it. He said that he hasn't had anyone test positive for influenza who's had the flu shot, so I should be covered but I'd much rather be safe than sorry. Don't need anything happening to the baby after we've made it this far! He's expecting Jace to be down for the whole week.
Other than that things have been pretty uneventful. I've been trying to get this house cleaned up and ready for the baby. We have alot to do yet. In the next week or two, I plan on going and picking up the rest of the major things that we will need. I need to get the crib and mattress, car seat, stroller; not to mention blankets, bottles, diapers, and the minor things. I've been picking up a few things here and there, but I'm running out of time so I need to get down to business!
Julian and I attending birthing classes on Saturday. I think it went pretty well and I'm glad Julian wanted to go. I'm hoping it helped prepare him a little for what's in store. We're both getting really excited as the due date gets nearer.
I've been pretty bad about keeping my space updated...I guess I just haven't had much to say. I will try to post more in the future! |
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